Rant for Myself
6 Agustus 2014 Tinggalkan komentar
I’m at the most exciting stage of my life right now, but why do I still feel hollow? I took vacations, I watched very good movies, I read nice books and I have great friends all around, but why do I easily get bored? It’s like a constant fight everyday with my own laziness or ego or whatever it is.
I do feel grateful with my life, but I always want something more. I always want more but it doesn’t make me a more diligent person.
The world seems so vast, too wide for me not to explore it all, but somehow I just stand where I am, not willing to take further steps toward my goals and dreams. Even when I’m hungry I hesitate to go outside my home and get myself good food or even just a good sip of coffee.
I dare myself to dream, but it will only be a dream if I don’t let myself get lost in the seas of possibilities out there.
So for now, I’m gonna take a shower for a start then..
CNY, 2014